Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I'm going unde-e-e-e-e-e-er)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I dive again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
(So I don't know what's real and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

Going under (going under)
Going under (drowning in you )
I'm going under

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch without your love darling
Only you are the life among the dead

(All this time I can't believe I couldn't see)
(Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
(Without a thought without a voice without a soul)
(Don't let me die here)
(There must be something more)

Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Bring me to life

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

Perfect by nature, icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled.

Look here she comes now -
Bow down and stare in wonder.
Oh, how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending

But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself,
Lost in your lies

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

Never was and never will be
You're not real and you can save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

Long lost words, whisper slowly, to me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow inside

(I know you're still there)

Watching me
Wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Fearing you
Loving you
I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you I can smell you alive
Your heart pounding in my head

Watching me
Wanting me
I can feel you pull me down
Saving me
Raping me
Watching me

Watching me
Wanting me
I can fear you pull me down
Fearing you
Loving you
I won't let you pull me down

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring
Crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
And screaming

Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost

My God!
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God!
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me

I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
And screaming

Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost

My God!
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God!
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation

(Return to me salvation)

(I long to die!)

My God!
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God!
My Tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied
Christ!
Tourniquet!
My suicide

(Return to me salvation)

(Return to me salvation)

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

(Paper flowers, paper flowers)

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream
And dream I do

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breath
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know and all we have
You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breath
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breath
You're taking over me

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live, to breath
You're taking over me

(Taking over me)
You're taking over me
(Taking over me)

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...

Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing

Hello
I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken

Hello
I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello
I'm still here, all that's left of yesterday

But the answer is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten...